tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88996050757257448862024-03-05T12:58:19.283-08:00You've got your hands full - and 101 other stupid things not to say to a parent of multiplesAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.comBlogger26125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-2746286810833085882013-02-11T13:37:00.001-08:002013-02-11T13:37:43.890-08:00Help for parents of twins and multiples<span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0898438); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.292969); font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Well, yes and no. Yes to begin with family did really rally around to help. I can't fault them for their efforts. Their continued effort to support us as and when they can is second to none. However, both my parents still have jobs, and busy ones at that. And both sets of grandparents live 3 hours away, in opposite directions. So whilst their intention and desire to help is 100%, the reality is that it's just not practical to move my mother in. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And yes, whilst employing a nanny and having an extra pair of hands permanently 'on hand' would help, it's not without its downsides. For a start there's the money. These things cost. End of. We don't have that kind of money spare. Secondly as it is we are already tripping over each other and having to queue for the bathroom, or at least we will once all the kids are toilet trained. Then there is the small matter of inviting a complete stranger to come and live in your house, and play a part in raising your kids. I totally get why people go for this option, I don't have a problem with it at all as a general rule, but it's not for us. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When I was pregnant with the twins people kept telling me that there would be lots of help out there. There were promises of training childcare workers eager for work experience - this turned out not to be the case anymore due to health and safety issues they're not allowed to carry out work placements within the home. There was talk about home help, funded by charities - turns out this is only in certain post code areas. Not in mine. Sadly. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I was offered support by my local children's centre, the midwife said she would visit me once a week with her colleague to help out for an hour. This never materialised. Because I was too busy to pursue it, and they were too busy to remember me. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Friends were full of promises to help out. Some friends were and are amazing. Some promises were too generous to be at all sustainable. It would have been wrong of me to expect them to keep to their word. Some friends have sadly fallen away, in part because they can never comprehend what my life involves now, and partly because I just haven't had the energy required to pursue and invest in friendships that don't come easy. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Then there's twin clubs. These really do add value. They're very much a source of comfort. The other mums are encouraging and welcoming and understanding. But you have to get out of the house and actually get there - which when you're struggling isn't as easy as saying it. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The place I didn't expect to get support from, but definitely did, was strangers I met through social media pages; twitter, Facebook and the like. These complete strangers reached out and encouraged me during some of the more challenging times. Some of these people I now call friends. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Financially you get (or at least did get) child benefit per child. Apart from that there isn't any further provision made for the unexpected arrival of twins. My husband didn't get any extra paternity leave. He was expected to go back when they were just 2 weeks old. And as most twins are born premature (ours 6 weeks early) many parents are still back and forth to the hospital to sit by their tiny babies' side watching machines breathe for them, watching nurses care for them - and yet daddy is expected to go back to work. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Then there's the complication of going back to work yourself. Me. Well. After my daughter was born I was surprised that I badly wanted to go back to work, I missed my career. I'd worked hard and done well and I didn't want to give it up. So I went back part time. After childcare costs were accounted for it was just about worth it financially. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After the boys were born it didn't and doesn't make sense for me to go back. Going back would mean paying for 3 places in a childcare setting. Or getting a nanny, which as I've said we don't have room for. So we decided as a couple that I would be a stay at home mum for the foreseeable future. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So in order for us to survive on one income my husband had to find a new job. And he got one. And I'm so immensely proud of how well he's doing in his career. The downside, he travels. Fairly frequently. Enough to warrant joining frequent flyer clubs. And sometimes he's away for up to a week at a time. He also works longer hours, usually getting home just before I take them up the stairs to bed. Just after I've negotiated their dinner. Wrestled them out of the bath and into their pyjamas. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So far this has all sounded somewhat like a plea for sympathy. It isn't. My point is this. When you have 'twins' the intentions are honourable and sincere, people genuinely would love to help. But the reality is that the buck stops with me. It is my job. And it is down to me to get on with it. No matter how much I look longingly at the front door in hope that some fairy godmother will ring the doorbell, she won't. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's a shame there isn't a more comprehensive support scheme out there. It's a shame that there isn't some allocation of home help, or nurseries could somehow make placing twins more affordable. Perhaps if there was more practical and financial (allowing families to afford the help they need) then my previous post on post natal depression wouldn't have read that statistically parents of multiples are more likely to suffer. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I hope that those amazing people that facilitate twins clubs continue to do so. I hope that organisations like TAMBA continue to exist. But most of all I hope against all the odds that one day the government might review the social welfare support of families struggling to keep nappies on bums and milk in the fridge when raising multiples.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In the meantime, I just hope you're as blessed as I have been with friends, family and neighbours. Those that have helped, have helped massively and kept my head above water. I know they wish they could do more, heck I wish they could do more. But they can't. And what they do do can be the difference between surviving and drowning. </span></div>
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<b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">20. "I bet they keep you fit and
healthy?"</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Is postnatal
depression an appropriate response to childbirth?</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Well, yes and no. Physically I am probably stronger
than I have ever been, I have developed muscles in places I didn’t even know we
were meant to have muscles. But mentally, well there I haven’t faired so well.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">After my first daughter was born, a friend kindly
popped over to cook me a sausage sandwich and hold my tiny baby while I ate
said sandwich. A mother herself, we were discussing adapting to this new life,
when she said, <b><i>“I think postnatal depression is an appropriate response
to childbirth”</i></b>. And I hate to say it, but I do agree with her.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I had a traumatic birth with my daughter, which left
me very ill for a few weeks. I’m not talking just a bit sore down under ill,
but blood poisoning, blood transfusions and the like. So you can imagine my
recovery was somewhat slower than most. And therefore my bonding with my
daughter was some what hindered. Now, don’t get me wrong here, we love each
other to bits, but the early days weren’t fun. Far from. For a while I ignored
the depression. I’ve had a history of it, so I’m used to those feelings.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">But after a few months passed, things got easier, but
my mood didn’t. I admitted I probably had postnatal depression. I was
avoiding answering the telephone or making calls. I wasn’t eating properly –
food was a source of comfort not nutrition. I lost all self-esteem. I didn’t
want to nor have the energy to socialise. Slowly I had stopped engaging in
children’s activities. And this for me (and this really is my own personal
opinion, I am not an expert) but this is where depression being an appropriate
response turns into an inappropriate response.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">It is normal to get down after a baby. Nothing is
quite how you imagined, you’re not sleeping, you’ve hardly time to brush your
teeth never mind your hair or chose an outfit or a matching pair of shoes. So
of course in those early days being depressed is normal. I think you’d need to
be concerned if you didn’t feel a sense of depression some of the time.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The <a href="http://www.nice.org.uk/nicemedia/live/11004/30431/30431.pdf"><span style="color: #0000e9;">nice</span></a> guidelines say that;</span></b><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">"At a woman’s first contact with primary
care, at her booking visit and postnatally</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">(usually at 4 to 6 weeks and 3 to 4 months),
healthcare professionals (including midwives, obstetricians, health visitors
and GPs) should ask two questions to identify possible depression.</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">– During the past month, have you often been
bothered by feeling down, depressed or hopeless?</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">– During the past month, have you often been
bothered by having little interest or pleasure in doing things?"</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I mean, in honesty what woman, who has just given
birth and not slept for more than two hours straight for the last month, would
answer no to that first question?</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">When you do need to be careful is when that depression
becomes disproportionate to your situation, and when that depression starts
becoming a barrier to bonding with your child, or stops you from taking your
child out into the big wide world as they grow. Then, in that situation,
depression is not an appropriate response at all, and you need to seek support.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">This all led me to wondering whether there is an
increased risk of post natal depression when you’ve been blessed with twins.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I came across an<b> <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2009/apr/16/twins-post-natal-depression"><span style="color: #0000e9;">article in The Guardian</span></a></b>, which supports this
theory;</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> <span style="color: #1d1d1d;">“<i>Mothers of
twins or triplets have almost twice the average risk of postnatal depression, a
survey by the Twins and Multiple Births Association showed today. </i></span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #1d1d1d; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><br /></span></i></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #1d1d1d; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">It found that 17% of mothers who
had a multiple birth experienced PND, compared with an average of 10% among all
mothers. Another 18% of mothers of multiples were not sure if the feelings they
had amounted to postnatal depression.” </span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="color: #1d1d1d; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"> </span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="color: #1d1d1d; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="color: #1d1d1d; font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The
18% who were unsure were probably way too tired and far too overstretched to
know if they were coming or going never mind depressed. I am lucky in that my
GP always asks how I am and my mood is whenever I take any of my snotty fevered
kids in for a check up. I know what he’s asking, and I appreciate his
observations. It is really important that health professionals, GPs and
midwives look out for signs of post natal depression, as the likelihood is that
the mother is too busy to notice herself. And then lets not forget the
daddy in all of this.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">The <a href="http://www.tamba.org.uk/document.doc?id=73"><span style="color: #0000e9;">actual
report from TAMBA</span></a> that The Guardian article was referring to (and of
which I am a member of and highly recommend to any parent of multiples).</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">"Fathers of multiples may also suffer from
postnatal depression, as a few respondents described:</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">“My husband suffered much more than me. He got
very depressed”. Another father had to take four months off work to deal with
his depression. Related to this, a particular issue arose around family
breakdown with fathers unable to cope with the shock of multiples and subsequent
PND for single parents of multiples."</span></i><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">So lets not forget that it isn’t just us mothers who
can suffer. One of the big differences between my daughter’s arrival and the
boys’ arrival is the involvement of ‘daddy’. When my daughter was tiny I would
do the night feeds while daddy slept. However when the boys came along we would
each feed one boy, and regularly have to nudge each other awake as one dropped
off mid feed. We were both pushed beyond our limits, emotionally and
physically.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<br /></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Given that just the news that I was having my twins
was enough to send my mental health into a spiral, I was pretty sure that I
would need support with looking after my mental welfare once they arrived. And
I was right. In some ways those early days were much more enjoyable than my
first child, in part because I wasn’t nearly as ill this time, secondly because
I didn’t wait to arrange treatment. Under the guidance of my doctors, my
consultant, and my perinatal mental health workers I took treatment during my
pregnancy and I continue to treat my postnatal depression now.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Therefore I didn’t wait to reach a low, as I have
learnt the hard way that ironically it is harder to seek out help when you are
at your lowest, as you lack the motivation. I anticipated the depression and
treated it. And I am glad I did. Being a mother of any number of children is
hard enough, being a mother of multiples is bloody hard, and leaves you with
very little time or space to rationalise your thoughts, never mind notice that
you might be depressed.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">I’m not for one second saying that any mother of
multiples will suffer from postnatal depression. However what I am saying is
that it is understandable that it could be easy to fall foul of it, but that you
are probably so busy dealing with the day-to-day trials and tribulations, the
daily marathon you have to run just to reach the end of the day, that you might
not notice it is happening. You might not notice that you’ve tipped from an
appropriate amount of struggle, to an inappropriate and debilitating amount of
struggle.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
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<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Arial; font-size: 11.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US;">Therefore it is key that health workers, GPs,
midwives, family and friends should educate themselves on the signs of
postnatal depression, and look out for them even more when speaking with a
mother, who quite frankly, has her hands full.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 11pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b>19. But you’re their mum, surely you can tell them apart?</b><o:p></o:p></div>
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So the other day the thing I dreaded occurring happened; I
yelled at one of my son’s “Rufus, Edwin, oh whichever one you are, stop pulling
your sister’s hair”. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Ok, so I wasn’t actually terribly angry with myself, as
speed was of the essence due to my poor daughter’s terrified face. But I was a bit surprised that I hadn’t
immediately known which of the boys was pulling her hair.<o:p></o:p></div>
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You see, to me, they look completely different. To the point
that the other day whilst looking at photos of my lovely children, I found
myself thinking ‘oh Rufus looks just like Edwin in that picture’. And then I
was surprised that I had even thought that. Of course he looks like his
brother. They are identical twins. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I haven’t, until very recently, read much about the theories
of raising twins. I haven’t had time if I’m honest. The pregnancy was a
disaster from beginning to end so I didn’t exactly have time to sit down with a
book and consider my twin parenting perspective, and then they were born, and I
didn’t have time sit down full stop.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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So I based my parenting style on instinct, on the model of
parenting I had been shown by my own Mam Bach, and through discussion with
their other parent, my husband. Together he and I cobbled together a theory
that we wanted to very much treat them as individuals. We didn’t want to refer
to them as ‘the twins’, we certainly didn’t want to dress them the same, and we
didn’t particularly want to treat them the same. Yes, we would of course love
them equally, and be as generous with one as with the other, but not presume
that if a certain song soothes one then it will soothe the other. We were
prepared to separate them at night if one was having a sleepless night and the
other in need of some peace and quiet. They had names, and we used them. We
respectfully asked (with mixed success) our families to not refer to them as
the twins. In our heads they just happened to be born on the same day.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Needless to say we still hear the ‘twin’ label a lot, from
passers by who stop to ask the obvious ‘are they twins?’. To the point that my daughter, following yet
another passer by showing an interest in my sons, asked me if her surname was Milling.
To which I replied yes, and I was proud that she knew this. However, then she
asked “and is *my boys’ surname ‘Twin’ mummy?”
It was then that I realised that we had both succeeded and failed in our
approach to having twins in our family. We had succeeded in so far as clearly
‘twin’ wasn’t how she primarily identified them. We had failed in so far as we
obviously hadn’t managed to explain enough to our daughter what being a twin
meant. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I’ve always felt it important that my sons both know I see
them as separate and individual, and one of the things I found most frustrating
in the early days was that I couldn’t mother them in the style that I wanted
to. Personally I am very child led to
begin with, I feed on demand, allow them to sleep when they want, for as long
or as little as they want, and if they need a cuddle they jolly well get
one. As the child grows so does their
understanding that they aren’t the centre of the universe and that they will be
ok if they have to wait a couple of minutes for their milk. Try following those guidelines with two
newborns and you soon fall foul. So there were many times when one wanted
feeding and wanted feeding now, and I was unable to respond as I was still
feeding the other child. There were most
certainly times when one just needed a cuddle and I couldn’t give them one as I
was dealing with the other baby. I used to call them the double melt downs.
But, as most parents do, I just did my best. I made sure that when I was
dealing with one he knew that at that moment he was everything to his mummy.
For those precious few minutes he was the centre of my universe, an extension
of me, or whatever he needed to be in order to feel safe.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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<br /></div>
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Now that our sons are nearly two (next week, they turn two,
I can’t ruddy believe it) I am slowly gaining the odd glimpse of time within
which I can turn my mind to something productive. One of the things I have been
reading is (as I’ve mentioned before) Winnicott on the Child, the Family and
the Outside World. I have found this
rather validating, as he also looks at these issues about a mother not being
able to meet two infants’ immediate needs at once. He says ‘as a matter of fact she will find
her aim is not to treat each child alike, but to treat each child as if that
one were the only one. That is to say, she will be trying to find the
differences between each infant from the moment of birth.’<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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And here comes the bit that makes me feel bad on the odd occasion
that I do get them muddled; he says ‘She, of all people, must know each from
the other easily, even if she has to tell one at first by a little mark on the
skin (Edwin had a tiny birth mark on his lip when he was born) or by some other
trick (we left their hospital tags on at first). She will usually come to find
that the two temperaments are different (when they were tiny we used to call
Edwin ‘thumper’ and Rufus ‘tree hugger’ and those labels remain true even now)
and that if she easily acts in relation to each as a total personality, each
will develop personal characteristics.’<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Winnicott goes on to talk about the huge importance of them
being treated as two individuals, and this sentence really stayed with me ‘it
is essential in every case that there should be no confusion among the children
themselves, and for that there must be some person in their lives who is quite
clear about them.’<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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Thankfully, despite my lack of any real research nor any
vast amount of time spent reflecting on it, I seem to have stumbled upon what I
consider to be a healthy approach to parenting twins. It is quite validating to know that you aren’t
getting it all wrong, even if you know you’re not getting it all right either.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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I guess our job as parents of twins and a ‘singleton’ (gosh
I hate that word) is to parent as though we have 3 distinct, quite separate,
and rather adorable children. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<br /></div>
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*Elspeth refers to her brothers as ‘my boys’ which we think
is rather lovely, a sense of ownership over them. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>18. “At least they have a friend for life”</b><o:p></o:p></div>
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Do they though? Do they really automatically become the best
of friends? </div>
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Part of why this blog has laid neglected for the last couple of
months, unloved and untouched, is because I, or rather ‘we’ have moved into
(yet) another new stage of the experience of twins. The boys are now starting to talk more and
more, and with that have become much more able to communicate their emotions,
their needs, their likes and dislikes.
They are becoming ‘sociable’. And with that there is a relationship
between the two of them, and indeed between them and their sister, that is
developing.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I have often wondered about the feeling of being ‘them’ and
‘other’. What is it like to be a part of that unit, the casualness with which
they have been forced to adopt a play mate. I often wonder how my daughter
feels about knowing that each and every day they do everything together, and
yet whilst she spends a lot of time with them she also does quite a lot of her own
thing. They share a room together. She doesn’t. They nap together. She doesn’t.
They bath together. She didn’t, but recently I have started to bathe them, feed
them, read to them, as the three of them.
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So I started reflecting on the friendship between the two
boys. Is it right to assume that they have any good reason to even like each
other? <o:p></o:p></div>
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And so I took to reading Winnicott’s book, ‘The Child, The
Family, and the Outside World’.
Specifically his chapter on twins, of course. Needless to say it is
highly likely that I will make reference to this book in future meanderings. He
speaks a lot of sense. And indeed it was
him who wrote, in response to the question ‘do twins like each other?’, “Often
they accept each other’s company, enjoy playing together, and hate to be
separated, and yet fail to convince one that they love each other. Then one day they discover that they hate
each other like poison, and at last the possibility that they may get to love
each other has come.” </div>
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At first I thought blimey, that sounds a bit dramatic,
hate each other like poison? I jolly hope not. But on reading further and
exploring it a bit more the point he is trying to make is this…. (or at least I
think and please feel free to correct me)… when you are a twin, you don’t get
to chose the person you spend the majority of your time with for the formative
years, they are ‘chosen’ for you, so how can you know if you love them when
they have always been there and you have never had to question it. Indeed, it
also seems silly to assume that they will even like each other, given that
whilst they may of course be identical, their personalities will not. One
wouldn’t assume that you could throw two random people, who happen to be born
on the same day, together, for weeks on end, and just expect them to get on and
become best buddies. So why would we assume that to be the case for twins? <o:p></o:p></div>
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Very interestingly, Winnicott ends the chapter on twins by
saying “So it is important that you should not take it too much for granted
that your twins will want to spend their lives together. They may, but they may
not, and they may even be grateful to you, or to some chance thing like
measles, for separating them, it being much easier to become a whole person
alone than in company with one’s twin.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Right then. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #660000;">My A-Z of twins...</span></span></span></h3>
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>A</b></span> is for <b>Ample</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Ample tiny toes to gaze at. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>B</b> </span>if for <b>Bottoms</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Two squidgy wrinkly impossibly cute bottoms.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">C</span> </b>is for <b>Care</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Lots and lots of care required.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>D</b></span> is for </span><b><span style="color: #660000;">Dental</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Two sets of teeth to be teethed. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #660000;"><b>E</b></span></span> <span style="color: #660000;">is for</span> <span style="color: #660000;"><b>Equipment</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">A house taken over with all the relevant equipment designed to make life easier, when all you actually need is an extra pair of hands. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #660000;"><b>F</b></span></span> <span style="color: #660000;">is for <b>Fingers</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Not just your average ten fingers and thumbs, but instead a whopping 20 fingers and thumbs to kiss and hold. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #660000;"><b>G</b></span></span> <span style="color: #660000;">is for <b>Giggle</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Twice as many baby giggles to soak up. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">H</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Happy</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Happy to see two sets of first steps, hear two first words. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">I</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for </span><b><span style="color: #660000;">Individual</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Two individual very small people, no matter how much they look the same. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">J</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Joy</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Twice the trouble, double the joy.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">K</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Kisses</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Lots of snotty slobbery but totally lovely kisses.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">L</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Love.</span></b> <span style="color: #073763;">More love than you could ever have imagined. Times two.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">M</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for </span><b><span style="color: #660000;">Mother</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">The most important yet challenging role you will ever have.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">N</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Nappies</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Lots and lots and lots of nappies. And then a few more. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: #660000;"><b><span style="font-size: large;">O</span> </b>is for<b> Ordeal</b></span>. <span style="color: #073763;">Each day will require courage and endurance in order to reach the other side safely. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">P</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Practice</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">It all gets easier the more you practice, especially leaving the house.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #660000;">Q </span></b></span><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Quiet</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Something that you will now treasure.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">R</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Respect</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Something you now automatically get. Especially from other mothers. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #660000;">S </span></b></span><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Sleep</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">The holy grail. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">T</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Two</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">My new favourite number.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">U</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Umpteen</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">The number of times you will hear 'you've got your hands full'.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">V</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Very</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Very special. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">W</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Wait</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">A word you will come to use multiple times a day. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">X</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Xerophilous</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">You will learn to cope for long periods without refreshments. </span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">Y</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for </span><b><span style="color: #660000;">You</span></b>. <span style="color: #073763;">Make sure 'you' is not lost.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b><span style="color: #660000;"><span style="font-size: large;">Z</span> </span></b><span style="color: #660000;">is for</span><b><span style="color: #660000;"> Zombi</span></b>. </span></span><br />
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<b>17. "That's my worst nightmare"</b> </h2>
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This one was actually said to me the other day. I was stood outside the cafe, in the sunshine, waiting for my take away (and now daily necessity) coffee, with my 3 smiling happy children, on our way to the swings for some fun. A mother was sat outside said cafe, with her one adoring cute daughter, and they were enjoying a little smackeral of something nice. </div>
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Her: <i>"Are they twins?"</i></div>
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Me: <i>"Yes, this one is Edwin, this one is Rufus." </i>(I like to introduce them by name rather than 'the twins'.)</div>
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Her: <i>"Are they identical?"</i></div>
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Me: <i>"Yes, very much so."</i></div>
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Her: <i>"Is that one yours too?"</i> (points at curly mopped 3 year old)</div>
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Me: <i>"Yes, this one is my daughter, Elspeth. She is 3"</i></div>
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Her: <i>"Oh, that is my worst nightmare, that that might happen to me"</i></div>
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Her: <i>"now that I have her (points to previously mentioned adoring cute daughter), I don't know what I would do if I had twins now!"</i></div>
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Her: <i>"I don't know how you cope"</i></div>
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Her: (sensing she might have just said the wrong thing) <i>"I suppose you just do?"</i></div>
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Me: <i>"Yes, you just have to"</i> (takes now arrived daily necessity also known as coffee, and walks off to the swings to enjoy someone else's idea of a nightmare, also known as my lovely children.) </div>
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To be honest, at times, it has been my worst nightmare too. But to actually tell another mother that her life, the one she is living quite well, and doing alright with all things considered, is your worst nightmare? Well, let us just say, it isn't the kindest nor most appropriate thing to be saying. I am just grateful my children aren't old enough to understand what she had just said about them. I am just grateful that my children and I enjoyed our day at the swings, helped my mummy's caffeine intake. </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-80028710364803559102012-08-19T11:33:00.001-07:002012-08-19T12:24:23.368-07:00<h2 style="color: #0c343d;">
You know you're a parent of twins when...</h2>
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... you have heard 'you've got your hands full' more times than you care to mention.</div>
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... you open your wardrobe to find it stocked high with your latest bulk buy of nappies and wipes because they were on special offer so you had to buy the entire shelf.</div>
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... you can never (and from my experience I mean <b>never</b>) wing it. You have to be prepared for every eventuality, and you have to preempt their every need, and continuously plan ahead. There is no such thing as 'seeing how the day goes'. It is pretty much mapped out, minute by minute. </div>
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... you know of, and use, the word 'singleton'.</div>
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... you have owned at least two double buggies, and don't consider spending over £500 to take a step closer to the constant quest for 'the solution' excessive.</div>
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... you don't have carpets under, or anywhere remotely near, the dining table.<br />
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... there is no such thing as 'popping out' and instead even the smallest of ventures requires packing and taking a very full (at times overflowing) bag with you,
containing many bottles, ludicrous amounts of nappies, a silly amount of
wipes, and a large variety of snacks catering for diverse tastes. </div>
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... you consider a 'night out' to be a lager shandy and a burger and chips consumed within 1.5 hours in the local whilst nervously watching your mobile phone. (And that is on the nights you've actually fooled some poor mad soul into look after your offspring). </div>
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... you have mastered the art of holding a conversation without maintaining eye contact, simultaneously talking whilst doing a silent headcount, and taking regular breaks to go and rescue a child from the top of a climbing frame. </div>
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... you can't remember the last time your life wasn't accompanied by the soundtrack of your washing machine permanently humming away.</div>
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... you have already rearranged your furniture 6 times since the twins came along, in a bid to find the optimum arrangement to keep your children safe, and are yet to admit that regardless of where you put the shelves, they will most definitely climb them. </div>
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... you find yourself saying 'we must....' several times a day, and despite feeling like you are constantly working through a list of things to be done, the 'to do' list never seems to get any shorter.</div>
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... your threshold for what you consider to pass as 'clean clothes' has gotten considerably lower than years gone by.</div>
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... your nice 'saved for sunday best' dresses are dusty. Your idea of 'dressing up' involves brushing your hair and perhaps, on a really good day, applying some mascara. </div>
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You know you're a parent of twins when you've most definitely, without a doubt, got your hands full... </div>
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16. "You deserve a medal"</h2>
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Oh yes I do. Indeed I do. For a long time I tried very hard to deny the fact that my life was different to any other parent who is blessed with (or decides to have, or ends up with) 3 children. The fact that two of them were born on the same day was neither here nor there. </div>
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Oh more fool me. I even ranted about it on facebook at times. It wasn't always an agreed with position. I think I know now why. </div>
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Having twins is blooming hard work. Don't get me wrong, kids are hard. I am not taking anything away from the daily battles that many of my comrades (other mothers) enter into, and at times even win. Babies, children, offspring, irrespective of how many you have, are somewhat a challenge.</div>
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However, there is something about having two of them, going through all of those stages <i>together</i>, that renders you, the parents, worthy of a gold medal! </div>
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Here are just some of the reasons why me, and any other parent of twins (and most certainly of triplets) deserves to take home the gold...</div>
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1.) newborn twins don't understand the simple concept of 'taking it in turns', especially when it comes to feeding. They both think they are the single most important need around, and boy they don't mind telling you about it either. </div>
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2.) twins tend to teeth either (a) at the same time, or (b) one after the other. Either way, ouch. You either have twice the screaming going on simultaneously, or you have a prolonged period of sleepless nights and grouchy miserable babies for company. </div>
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3.) nappies. Lots of them. Day in. Day out. Nappies. I am so done with changing poo bottoms. At least if you have 3 children one after the other, you'd hope that one would be on his or her way out of nappies around the time the second or third child arrives. I know that toilet training isn't without its challenges (my daughter has recently accomplished this) as you need to be within arms length of a toilet (or a vestibule that could act as a toilet) at all times.</div>
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4.) wipes. Lots of them. See above. You seriously need to take out another mortgage.</div>
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5.) you can't even pop out for a pint of milk without being stopped and asked a silly question, or being reminded that you do indeed have your hands full.</div>
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6.) going to playgroup requires the ability to be in two places at one time (that is unless you are of course blessed with those really rare lesser spotted twins who stick to each other). Whilst one of my darling boys is not satisfied with playing nicely at the water station but rather is trying really hard to climb into the water station, the other has climbed up the climbing frame and of course instantly gravitated to the 'dangerous end' (you know, the end that has that drop with a metal pole in front of it just in case at some point a child might like to pretend to be a fireman but actually it just serves as a constant source of fear for anyone with children under 2 years of age). If you're sensible and have children at different ages you'll (hopefully) find that your new one doesn't come along until your first one has just about grasped a basic sense of danger. </div>
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7.) bathing them becomes a bit of a logistical nightmare. Do you opt for bathing them together which basically involves getting really very wet and most of the shampoo ending up all over you rather than their hair, or opt for bathing them one at a time which means leaving one unsupervised or at the very best loosely supervised by his bigger sister, which ultimately leaves to finding the unbathed twin sitting on the dining table having taken a bite out of every apple. Neither is great. I tend to go for the double bathe and just accept I am going to get wet. If you, unlike me, had your children one at a time, you could probably (hopefully) bathe the eldest, pop them in front of the tv and then safely bathe the second. (Ok, that one might be a bit optimistic, but hey...)</div>
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8.) dinner time becomes a daily battle. Rather than my younger child being positively influenced by my older child, and wanting desperately to emulate their older sibling being in a hurry to master the art of cutlery, instead my older child has regressed and returned to using only her fingers as instruments with which to eat, and throwing any unwanted food onto the floor, because why be in the minority? If two are doing it, I'm not going to be the only one who doesn't. </div>
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9.) buggy buying becomes a nightmare... because the one question all parents expecting twins want the answer to is 'what buggy do I need?' In fact this was one of the first things I became fixated on following the news... I guess it was almost like, if I can solve the problem of the buggy then everything else will fall into place. The truth is a little more disappointing - there is no perfect solution to transporting twins about, especially if you have an older sibling to consider. We are now on double buggy 3 and have probably spent close to £2,000 pursuing the perfect solution. It is an expensive business. I've only met one couple so far who have bought and stuck to one buggy... </div>
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10.) this one is simple - twins is a little bit like running a marathon each and every day... every day, come the children's bedtime, I am spent. I am physically exhausted, I am emotionally exhausted, even my clothes look tired by bedtime. So I don't know about you, but since I run a marathon each and every day, I think I deserve a medal for that. For perseverance, for stamina, for commitment, for dedication, and just for getting up each day, brushing my teeth, and doing it again.</div>
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(So far my gold medals have included a few pairs of shoes, a fair few boxes of praline chocolate, and the odd bunch of flowers). </div>
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If you, like me, run that marathon each and every day, you too deserve a medal or two. Make sure you get some... it gives you a little more motivation to just run that little bit harder, knowing at the end of the race is a wonderful pair of shoes you've lusted over, or the perfect box of chocolates to indulge in.</div>
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If you know someone like me, someone who's running that marathon each and every day, pop in a medal next time you're passing. It doesn't have to be sparkly or expensive, it can be simple, but whatever medal you chose, I bet they will wear it with pride.</div>
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-55672916567401583332012-08-02T05:10:00.000-07:002012-08-02T10:50:41.838-07:00<h2 style="color: #073763;">
15. "I bet you wouldn't change a thing though?"</h2>
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Yes. I would. </div>
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I would change the fact that my daughter was still so young when we fell pregnant with twins.</div>
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I would change the fact that at 19 weeks I nearly went into labour, leaving me with a difficult decision as to whether to have a cervical stitch put in and risk causing a miscarriage, or not have it and risk delivering them before they were viable.</div>
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I would change the fact that my decision to have the stitch meant I was no longer able to lift my young daughter anymore.</div>
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I would change the fact that I then went on to develop pre-eclampsia, causing me to end up in hospital for large chunks of the pregnancy, meaning my daughter only got to see me for very short periods of time.</div>
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I would change the fact that my sons were born with hypospadias - meaning that shortly one of them will have to undergo an operation.</div>
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I would change the fact that despite recovering well from the c-section I had to be taken back into hospital due to unusual bleeding requiring IV antibiotics.</div>
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I would change the fact that at only a few weeks old I had to see one of my new babies blue and floppy and rushed into hospital*. </div>
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I would change the fact that I then had to sit at his bedside watching a ventilator breathe for him, as he was too tired to breathe for himself. If I could have given him my breath, I would have done.</div>
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I would change the fact that 36 hours after my poorly son returned home, my other son also stopped breathing and had to be rushed into hospital, meaning yet again sitting at a bedside watching the wonders of modern technology and medicine.</div>
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I would change the fact that I now know and understand so much about ventilation, apnea, breathing alarms, and so on. All things that a mother shouldn't have to find out.</div>
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I would change the fact that they then spent several months getting wheezy chest after wheezy chest.</div>
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I wouldn't change the endless playdates others have taken my daughter on in order to give us a bit of space or rest.<br />
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I wouldn't change the skill and expertise of the doctors and nurses who have cared for us over these times.<br />
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<i>* <span id="bc_0_1b+seedPd12D" kind="d">I just wanted to reassure other
parents of twins, my boys didn't randomly stop breathing. They both had
acute bronchilitus which led to life threatening apnea. The doctors said
it is very rare for bronchilitus to cause that and at worst baby's
normally just need oxygen, not ventilation. By all means fret over your
babies and watch them closely, poke them regularly to check they're ok.
But don't do so more as a consequence of my experiences. My experiences
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14. "You obviously don't have a tv!"</h2>
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Ermmm... yes I do. And I watch it. A lot. Most evenings in fact. It is my escapism from my reality most of the time. Plus it also comes in handy as a children's entertainer when I need one.</div>
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I know what people are getting at, that I have lots of kids (well, 3) and that therefore I must have been bored and so got busy - if you know what I mean... </div>
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I need to be careful what I say here as who knows, one day my kids might google something and stumble across this blog... but... we conceived the boys by accident. Ok, so we are both adults, and we knew that if we weren't careful there might, maybe, be consequences. We had decided to have another child in the future, but I had just gone freelance, my husband was planning to go freelance, we had just moved house and finally had some space to enjoy, and 'spare rooms' (having spent the first year of our daughter's life cooped up in a one bedroom basement flat, space felt good) so all in all it was not the ideal time to be making a baby, let alone two. </div>
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Therefore I often feel completely justified in having a right old moan about my life - I didn't choose to get pregnant, and I most certainly didn't choose to have two of them at once. It was thrust upon me. And I don't personally sign up for the 'god bless me with twins because he knew I could cope' line of thought.</div>
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I imagine (and I can only begin to imagine as I haven't walked in their shoes) but it must be really tough if you've fought long and hard for your children, been through rounds of IVF to finally conceive, and to have carried twins... I can imagine that it might make one feel guilty for then having days where you resent them. I might be completely wrong. Maybe you don't. But that is what I often wonder. How hard it might be to be completely honest and say 'some days I wish I hadn't had twins'. I know full well that in the early days I had days when I felt like that. </div>
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People use to say 'oh but you wouldn't change a thing would you' - and in my head I said 'yes I bloody would'. It doesn't for one minute mean I didn't and don't love them. I have always loved them. I have always wanted only the best for them. This has been reflected in some of the difficult decisions I have had to make along the way. But despite loving them, there are indeed moments when I have wished I didn't love them, wished I hadn't had them, wish I had never met them - because now I have met them I can't ignore them nor abandon them... And I suspect this is true irrespective of whether you conceived them with IVF or the missionary position. I just wonder how much easier it is to admit this when it is the latter?</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-63778159608704025832012-07-29T08:47:00.002-07:002012-07-29T08:47:33.356-07:00<h3 style="color: #0c343d;">
How to put together a 'rescue package' for a mother of twins or more.</h3>
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You know how sometimes you just know that someone is teetering on the edge of coping and not coping? They are just about holding it together, just about managing to juggle with fire, but one bad move and they're going to get their fingers burnt?</div>
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Well, if you know someone in this situation. Some one who is just having a bit of a crap week... why don't you put together a little rescue package for them - it might make the difference between it being a difficult week, and a really impossible week.</div>
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So what goes into this rescue package? Here goes...</div>
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<b>Item 1 - A box of tunnocks tea cakes. </b></div>
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<b>Item 2 - Two pairs of baby socks.</b> </div>
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With the instructions to remove said socks during a particularly bad moment - there is nothing quite like the site of small weeny weeny toes to make your heart go all soft and remind you just how gorgeous that noisy pooy tired little thing really is. </div>
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<b>Item 3 - A box of nelson's teething powders. </b></div>
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These were my god send. We called them 'baby crack'. They seem to have the ability to soothe even the most grumpiest of babies, and if all else fails mummy can neck the lot and may find them soothing. </div>
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<b>Item 4 - A tooth brush.</b> </div>
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With the instructions to only aim; to brush one's teeth each day. Anything beyond this is a bonus. (thank you Marjorie for this one).</div>
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<b>Item 5 - A teabag. </b></div>
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<b>Item 6</b> <b>- Some paracetamol. </b></div>
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<b>Item 7 - A bag of mixed nuts. </b></div>
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<b>Item 8 - Two white babygrows. </b></div>
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You won't believe the amount of clothes two babies can get through. And whilst all those lovely patterned ones are gorgeous to look at, they can be a pain to wash. There is nothing quite like a big pile of plain white baby clothes that you can just throw into a hot wash and not worry about them coming out pink or gray. Also handy to have two on hand in case of emergencies. Of which there will be a lot of in the early days.</div>
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<b>Item 9 - A pack of muslins. </b></div>
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I literally went through millions of these. Despite continuously washing them over and over there was never a clean one to hand. So chances are, whilst opening said rescue package mummy will also be reaching for yet another muslin, and finding them inside the package will reduce doing two things to one. Leaving mummy a little more time to shove item 1 into her mouth. </div>
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<b>Item 10 - A babysitting token. </b></div>
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The one feeling that is rather overwhelming to begin with is that your life is over and you will never be you again. Knowing that you have something to look forward to in the future, a night out with your partner / husband / wife / important other will help you through. Obviously this item is rather dependent on (a) your ability to look after small children (b) your distance from recipient of said package and (c) how much your friend trusts you with (a). If this is not a suitable token, you could instead give them a 'one home cooked meal' token, or perhaps 'a trip to the supermarket' token. Or similar. Use your imagination. But you get the general idea - it is a promise to do something practical and helpful for the family at a time in the future when they think it will help them the most.</div>
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Personally I am in the 'dress them differently' camp. That isn't to say I think parents who dress them the same are wrong, far from it. Just like any parenting decision we make, there are a number of options available, and many of them equally as right, but it is a case of choosing the one that best fits you. </div>
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As you know from previous posts, we coded our children - one in stripes, one not. Despite being very adamant that I was not going to make my two boys matching, I have noticed how hard I find it to dress them completely differently! By that I mean they tend to both be wearing jeans and a t-shirt, or both be in dungarees, or both be in cotton shorts, or both be in cords... all be it different colours and patterns. I don't know why that is? When my own personal philosophy with identical twins is that they are identical enough already so why then dress them the same (unless I plan to make my daughter dress the same too), but yet I can't quite let go of them matching!</div>
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By this I mean learn to just let things go a bit. If you're the sort of person that keeps the perfect show home - take a break from it. Whilst I do agree that routine is an essential way of surviving twinhood, don't be too hard on yourself and expect a routine from day one. Those routines we all aspire to take a while to develop, implement, and bed down. If at first they sleep at different times then make the most of some precious one to one time. The routine will come in time, work towards it. But don't be so focused on it that you make the early days harder than they need to be. </div>
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In the early days, consider brushing your teeth a major achievement. If you brush your hair too you deserve a medal (more on those shortly). Do not put too much pressure on yourself, you haven't just got your hands full, you've also got your day crammed full of nappy changes, getting small people dressed, preparing and administering feeds (or just feeds for those of you that breastfeed - and you guys get my utmost respect), cuddling and rocking small people and mopping up sick. Surprisingly you just don't have a lot of spare minutes between any of these activities left for putting a wash on, or getting the dinner ready. So be realistic about what you can achieve each day, otherwise it'll leave you frustrated. </div>
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Don't watch too many of those programs aimed at showing parents how to parent better. For starters, have you ever noticed how most families she helps have at least one set of multiples in them? What is with that? But mostly, because they are worst case scenarios. Your children will (most likely) never be that naughty... so why raise your already elevated anxiety levels. The future will come, your parenting skills will grow as the children do. Don't panic yourself by watching the worst cases around.</div>
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It is really important that you hear this... It is ok to not like your children all the time. It does NOT mean you don't always love them. But at times, they are going to push all your buttons and make you feel a bit rubbish. During these times you probably won't like them very much. Forgive yourself. It is ok. You do still love them. Parenting is a constant conflict between seeing to their needs whilst not completely ignoring your own. This is hard. At times it means you will feel in conflict with your children. But you do and will always love them. (and if you really don't then completely ignore tip 6 and get in touch with supernanny). </div>
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Going out and about with just you, your buggy, and your twins (and of course a whole heap of nappies and wipes and two full sets of clothes plus gallons of milk if you're not bf'ing) feels really really daunting to begin with. In the early days it seems to take as long getting ready to leave the house, nay longer, than you are actually out for. Not to mention the fear of coping with your two babies, which is hard enough in the house, never mind with the public watching just waiting to make a daft comment or two. However, go out you must. I promise you it is worth it. Slowly you get much quicker at 'mobilising' (as my dear friend calls it) and you no longer fear your darling angels showing you up. In part because you get better at anticipating the parts of the day that are more prone to double meltdowns, and in part because you get better at dealing with them. Plus, we all know motion and new environments cheer even the grumpiest of children up. </div>
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Hopefully you will be inundated with offers of help in the beginning. Capitalise on this. Do not be too proud or stubborn to accept it. Simply manage the offers and make sure that people are actually helping. Lots of friends and family will want to come and visit the babies, allow them, but when they are there make sure they put the kettle on themselves and make you a well needed cuppa, that you can enjoy while they have a cuddle. If friends want to visit, ask them to stop by the shop to pick up some dinner, some milk, some teabags, and a box of tunnocks teacakes. If you have family around, don't be shy in asking them to put on a wash. To be honest, this time last year, I'd have asked the bin man to help me! My cleaner (yes, I know, but I had 3 under 3, what else was I going to do!) fed a baby when she arrived each Thursday morning. Eventually the offers of help peter out, and you'll be wishing you still had so many offers. Make the most of it... people can be very kind and are usually very happy to help you in return for some lovely cuddles.</div>
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Do you know what, when I first found out I was having twins, I would rather it had been anyone other than me. Anyone at all. So long as it wasn't happening to me. I was terrified and full of dread. It felt, at times, like a big burden. I was in shock. I'm not proud that I felt like that. But I did. </div>
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But now, when people say 'rather you than me' (and thankfully it hasn't happened too too often), my immediate response (in my head) is "yes, I'm glad it happened to me and not to you". </div>
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I guess that says it all, and answers the question most twin parents ask, of 'does it get easier?'</div>
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11. " Double trouble!"</h2>
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<li>Wash a lot of small clothing. </li>
<li>Buy a lot of small pairs of shoes (and perhaps throw in the odd big pair of shoes as a medal for yourself). </li>
<li>Experience a lot of sleepless nights. </li>
<li>Wipe away a lot of soggy tears. </li>
<li>Hold a lot of pudgy hands. </li>
<li>Push a lot of buggy around. </li>
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<li>Hear two first giggles.</li>
<li>Here your baby say 'mummy' or 'daddy' for the first time twice.</li>
<li>Read one story but see two happy children listening.</li>
<li>Have two first birthdays all in the same day.</li>
<li>Get two mothers / fathers day cards.</li>
<li>Have both your fridge and boiler absolutely smothered in smudgy art work.</li>
<li>Get twice as much attention when you're out (ok so this one is kind of the point of this blog, but as many have pointed out, when you're in the right mood, the attention is welcome).</li>
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10. "Twins! I've always wanted twins!"</h2>
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"It always makes my blood boil when someone says, 'Twins, I've always wanted twins!'. The commenter is usually a young girl who is most likely fantasizing about picking out matchy names and dressing them in the same adorable outfits.</div>
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Funnily enough, when I was pregnant with my daughter, I did wonder at the 12 week scan if it might be twins, not in a serious way, but I suppose I was aware that it was a possibility. However, having had a single baby, when it came to my second pregnancy it didn't once occur to me that that might be the case (despite all the some what obvious signs!).</div>
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9. "When I am having a bad day, I just walk past your house, and I suddenly feel a lot better".</h2>
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Advanced warning for 'anonymous commenter': this is one my friends <i><u>have </u></i>said to me. Dear friends, you know who you are!</h3>
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I think what these friends who have said this to me actually mean to say is, 'when I am having a bad day, I think of you and realise how much harder this could be for me, as it is for you, and that puts things back in perspective a little'. Truth is, I'm not sure if in the early days either way of saying it wouldn't have landed on hostile ears, but at least the latter sounds slightly less... slightly less... hmmm... I'm not sure of the word, but perhaps would have wound me up slightly less.</div>
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Time for a confession - when my boys were first born, I had a really bad case of singleton envy. Yup, I used to watch mothers walking around, with their lovely single buggies (usually a bugaboo) with their lovely single baby, and I would resent them. There we go. It doesn't make me a terribly nice person.</div>
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But the fact of the matter is that I was jealous of them. I felt jealous of how easy they had it (even though the rational me knows that having just one baby doesn't necessarily make it easy). I wanted what they had. I wanted to be able to 'pop to the village for coffee' with my other mummy friends, and pop the baby on the breast when they started fussing, or jiggle them on my knee. I didn't want to be petrified of stopping by the local cafe in case (a) I blocked up the entire place with my massive double buggy nor (b) ruin all the other mummy's coffees when my two adorable children inevitably had a double melt down and proved the case that yes indeed I have my hands full.</div>
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You'll be glad to know, that for the most part, this has now passed.</div>
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be rude but this is my top ten annoying things that people say.. And in
the early first sleep deprived weeks of twin motherhood you gets these A
LOT!<br /> <br /> 1. <b>"Are they twins?"</b> To me it is stating the bleeding
obvious.. And it is usually followed by some long protracted story
about their second cousin's neighbour's aunt who might have had twins,
but they can't remember...<br /> <br /> 2. <b>"Are they natural?"</b> No.. they are those little reborn dolls... And yes the screaming noise is very realistic.<br /> <br /> 3. <b>"Are they IVF?"</b> Yes, I'm infertile, thank you for that! And then the story about the friend who it didn't work for.<br /> <br /> 4. <b>"Are they in a routine?"</b> Yes, perfect routine, when one is asleep the other is screaming his head off and vice versa.<br /> <br />
5. <b>" You must have had a c-section?"</b> No actually, I have a fanny like
the Channel Tunnel, but let's discuss your bits and pieces shall we??<br /> <br /> 6. <b>"It's a shame you can't breast feed"</b>. I did actually, not as long as I had hoped, but I did.<br /> <br /> 7. <b> "I bet you're tired"</b>. No sh*t, Sherlock.<br /> <br /> 8. <b>"Is one the evil twin?"</b> Yes. The one you just touched, and he's put a curse on you. <br /> <br /> 9. <b>"Oooh double trouble"</b>. Twice the joy<br /> <br /> 10. <b>"Ooooh twinnies!"</b> FECK. OFF.<br /> <br />
But the nicest thing I ever heard was when a man came up to my husband and I
and said he had 7 year old twins. One day he came home and found his wife
sobbing in the dog basket. And that the day I felt like that, I
wouldn't be the first, or the last mum to feel that way. And that the
journey was ALL worth it!<br /> <br /> <b>And all twin mums really want to know is, "What buggy have you got??"... along with "You do survive, don't you?"!!"</b></span><br />
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This area actually really fascinates me, because of course they have different personalities - one of my boys is a stubborn old fool who insists, absolutely insists, on climbing on the dining table and helping himself to the apples... whilst the other one has attached to his toy rabbit and carries him around by the ear. One loves strawberries, the other one won't touch them. I could carry on here for a while. </div>
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I haven't exactly carried out any scientific research on the matter, but from my limited 'unofficial-would-never-be-passed-off-as-research' research, I think it is suffice to say that twins, irrespective of whether they are identical or not, do definitely develop different personalities. But also, as much as any siblings do, due to them sharing their environment, their experiences of being 'parented', some of how they develop is similar. </div>
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Yesterday, after my husband working till 4am, I was entering my 24th hour of parenting sans any help - and as such was taking my daughter to nursery without having showered and hardly having had my breakfast, and of course the boys came too. I was just arriving at the nursery looking somewhat flustered and exhausted when a woman coming the other way gave me a look, and I thought "oh, no, here we go, and I'm just not in the mood for this" (you know, one of 'those' mornings) when to my surprise she said "nuff respect, they are beautiful".</div>
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It made me grin from ear to ear, and made the morning feel that little bit more manageable all of a sudden. She didn't point out that they were twins. She didn't ask if they were identical, and amazingly she didn't even say I had my hands full. She merely demonstrated that she thought what I did was hard, and paid my beautiful children a compliment they deserve, and yet so often lack due to the focus largely being on them being 'twins'.</div>
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We decided not to cut their tags off when we first left the hospital, as to begin with the boys were co-sleeping - which meant the likelihood was that in the very small hours of the night when we were waking for yet another two hourly feed we would be so tired as to forget which one we were holding and thence start swapping them about and mixing them up. I was dreading not being able to tell one from the other.</div>
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Then began the 'clothing code' where we decided stripes for one, and patterns for the other. 17 months on and we still, all be it subconsciously, stick to that code in one way or another. I suppose in part it is because we don't like family to feel uncomfortable when they don't feel they can tell them apart... in part it might be so that in years to come when we look at pictures of the two of them we will remember which one we are looking at so nostalgically. In part it is now just engrained in us.</div>
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Where do I start with this one? I guess largely my response depends on what kind of day I am having. Sometimes I have felt like bursting into tears and saying "you have no idea how 'poor me' this is, please can I have a hug oh random stranger?". Other times it really gets my back up. I know what I do is tough, the bags under my eyes and the sugar content of my cupboards vouch for that. However, despite the tough days, despite the endless noise and the constant feeling of needing to be in 3 places at once, and have eyes in at least two different directions at one time... despite all of that, I do feel blessed.</div>
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It has taken me a while to arrive in that position. But there I am. I feel blessed. I wouldn't give back the endless nappies, the endless cuddles, the endless snotty noses, the endless dinners thrown on the floor, the endless scraps over the same toys, nor the endless sleepless nights, if it meant giving back my children. (Well, most days anyway).</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-13697399261069850592010-05-04T11:26:00.000-07:002012-07-26T02:37:52.472-07:00<h2 style="color: #073763;">
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I'm not naive enough to think that being a 'twin' doesn't attract a certain amount of attention - and to some degree I hope my boys learn to enjoy and appreciate the special thing that being a twin is. However, early on in the pregnancy my husband and I made a decision not to refer to the boys as 'the twins'.</div>
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Why? When that is so plainly what they are? Because they are going to already have a very complicated relationship with their identity. Society won't often let them forget that they do indeed have an identical 'other' - especially as they grow up together. So why add to this? Why not see them as two very beautiful (if somewhat cheeky) individual young boys, who just happened to be born on the same day (and turned our lives upside down)?</div>
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And... if I am honest... "you've got twins" said in exclamation whilst walking past me is about the most pointless of social exchanges... "You've got a head!" I feel like replying.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-86572101170634116392009-12-07T11:16:00.000-08:002012-08-02T05:28:45.129-07:00<h2 style="color: #073763;">
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Really? I mean really? I know that most people mean well when they say this, I suppose it's akin to saying "I respect you for doing something so hard", but sometimes, on those really bad days (the kind of days when I've already eaten my way through an entire box of tunnock's tea cakes only to find they haven't helped) it just makes me want to punch you. I'm sorry. But there it is. Right now, when the kids have just gone to bed, and the husband is about to cook me dinner, I feel bad for ever feeling like that. But usually this is said to me right in one of those really overwhelming moments, when the kids are running riot, and I'm literally juggling or for want of a better analogy 'treading water' and every part of me wants to run away. So when I hear that, what I want to say is "no, neither do I love!".</div>
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However, 'do it' I do. Somehow. Some way. I, and they, survive each and every day (almost) in tact. I guess you just rise to it. What other choice do I have? If all those people who have said that to me really thought about it, what is the other option? That I don't do it? That I abandon my kids and hide upstairs and just leave them to it? No. Exactly. The only option I have is to 'do it'. So 'do it' I do.</div>
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Some days I do it well, really well in fact. Other days I do it quite badly. But I do it. Each and every day.</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11983644036251471526noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8899605075725744886.post-83620332082405844782009-10-20T03:37:00.000-07:002012-07-26T02:35:35.433-07:00<h2 style="color: #073763;">
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I feel terrible for getting annoyed by this question, as truth be told before 'that' day (yes, the day I was told, the good news is you're pregnant, the other good news is there are two of them) I didn't have a clue about whether twins were hereditary or not. I too would have assumed they were, and probably ask the same question. So here goes, lesson number one;</div>
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<li>Identical twins are not hereditary. There you go. We said it. It is considered to be a random or spontaneous event. </li>
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<li>Identical twins will always be the same sex (yes, I had to think this one through on 'that' day).</li>
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